3D Modeling. Doing more than anything before it to ensure I stay a pessimist. I have had 15 people contact me about being a 3D modeling tutor for a paid position of between $30-$50/hr. 1 hour per week for as long as it takes.
4 never returned emails. 3 were responsible enough to warrant meeting them. All 3 were no shows. Stood me up. No phone call. No email. Which is quite funny because I want to 3D model for the very same reason.
I have projects I would love to get to. But my skills arent enough. When you wait years for something on someone else's schedule and still don't have what you set out to get, you start taking matters into your own hands. And that's where I am at. And its not like its just one person Im dealing with. I am dealing with several different people who at this point I believe are just stringing me along. I am at the mercy of other people's lives. And regardless if I pay them or not, I get relegated to second cause. There is not a single person I can trust except my wife. Maybe my mother. If you asked me to put $1,000,000 down on the 1 person I could count on to be there when I needed them to be and be a person of their word...I would put that money down on me.
So I ordered the books. I guess Im teaching myself how to 3D model because once again the human race has proven that the only person I can rely on...
IS ME!!!
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